Writing

The Ancestors Noweta

Before Tiny House Ontario was built, I thought I would build back a lot farther on my land than I did.  Perhaps it was the Pukwudgies, that made me dream about building?   I don’t think so, I feel that the ancestors have a plan for me. I dreamed a few nights before I was to build that my Grandma Moreland was standing there in the forest and she said that I should build it, there where she stood, so I did what she said.

I had been living there about a week last summer and while I sat writing I felt that there was someone watching me.  It did not scare me, but rather I felt it was someone familiar who would protect me, who made me Noweta (welcome).  When I looked up, I saw a face looking at me from a Maple tree that sits VERY close to the corner of the Tiny House.

I call this my Ancestor tree and I give the Ancestor treats like cheese, coffee and tea and I also burn sweet grass and white sage near the base.

This afternoon, I caught the Ancestor smiling at me and I decided to take his photo of the face in the tree and also to take a photo of the tree, from the upstairs window… I was very surprised to see such a straight line of trees in the forest!  Funny that I had not noticed it before but it really is right at the corner of the house so I cannot see in this due South-West Angle, at all, because of the corner beam.

I think I have to give a little bit more research into my Native Delaware Folklore!  Does anyone know about tree spirits?

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Last Days Hamilton

I am getting geared down for my summer at the Tiny House.  I expect to arrive there some time this weekend get my bike going and enjoy the warm weather months in the peace of Tiny House Ontario.

Before I go there is a lot of stuff to do here.  Today I am going to a little Arts and Crafters show and sale in Dundas, Ontario which is being held at the Community Centre at King and Market Streets from 10-4.  It is being held by the Lion’s Hall and the Westover Artists Group who have invited me to join them.  This group meets once a week, I understand, and paints.  I am considering it, but won’t decide until I have met them and also have returned from my stay at Tiny House Ontario in the fall.  To be honest, I am not sure it would work… it seems to me that packing up materials and work with others might not really be my thing.  It is a funny thing because while I long for human connection, I also find that I feel so awkward and unlikable when I am with others that I don’t want to go through the awkward stuff.  It is stranger still too, because I think that people always find me to be social, loud, and confident, which tells me that either I am a very good faker, or perhaps I have some sort of social anxiety disorder?  I don’t know if one is better than the other, but just that this is what it is.  Awkward, uncomfortable, lonely too.  Sigh….

Obviously, that little aside had nothing to do with what there is to do in order to prepare for my months at Tiny House Ontario, but this is not terribly exciting stuff – packing personal belongings, toiletries, tools, dogs and dog stuff, water jugs, paintings for the show and sale at Hatter’s Bay and so on.  It has been impossible to prepare because I am dog sitting a rather rambunctious young one who was recently adopted by a friend of mine.  He is not trained at all and has (w)reeked havoc on every aspect of my life for the past two weeks.  Still he gets picked up tomorrow, so life will resume with its normal amount of chaos shortly.

So, with today planned and tomorrow a pick up and pack up day, I guess what I am saying is that the next posts will come from my off grid experiences this summer when I am able to access a signal.  Sunday – maybe Monday… will be my first visit back here.

Until then try and find one way over this holiday weekend to live life in a Tiny House kind of way.  Even if it is something small like not buying that object that you think you need – just so that you can throw it away later.  If you are going to buy something make it something like a wonderful local food to sustain you, or a piece of local art (or your own art supplies) to brighten up your life.

I hope this weekend will be a pleasure-fest!

I leave you with this beautiful art work which I found here.

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“Buck-Buck” Said The Chicken

As you know, I am not at Tiny House Ontario at the moment.  I am simply in limbo waiting, waiting, waiting for the thaw to come.  When the days come up above 12 consistently, I will go.

These days, I fill the hours with painting, reading and writing. Since the new year I have read quite a bit, but for the most part I am concentrating on the life works of the painter/writer Emily Carr.  Today, I read the story about her beloved pet rooster Lorum.  Emily was not the only one who kept pet poultry when she was a child.  I also did.

The chicken came to me when my father’s twin brother Bob saw a cage fall off of a truck load of chickens who were bound for market.

I was about six years old when he came carrying the poor pathetic thing in it’s banged up cage, over to the barn.  He told my dad that the poor chicken had fallen hollering and she was still hollering.  Dad said to put the hen in the old hen house and he told me to get some grain and water for the creature.  It was the first chicken that had been there in my life because my family did not keep chickens for many years.  The lovely red chicken coop was simply used as a play house for me.  I loved to swing on the roosts.

I followed uncle Bob out with a scoop of grain.  I was too small to carry both still, and I was also quite keen to see the chicken arrive in it’s new home.  Uncle Bob set it on the ground and said, “well, I guess this is your chicken now”.  I was very happy about this.  I liked her round gold eyes and the way she looked at me and tilted her head.  I liked her red cone and her shiny feathers.  Uncle Bob fiddled with the cage while I talked to the chicken.  I asked “what is your name little chicken?”  “Buck-Buck” said the chicken.

Buck-Buck was an ordinary white hen, probably a Bantam.  She was scrawny and rather beaten up looking from her terrible fall from the truck.  But right from the beginning that funny little chicken did not want to leave my side.  Everywhere I went, that chicken followed me like a dog.  I already had a dog, named Doc, and an orange cat, named Marmalade who followed me.  Another fan, who just so happened to be a chicken did not feel funny to me at all.  I was simply accustomed to the company of animals.

Girl, dog, cat, chicken.  Sometimes I would lead; sometimes I would follow.  We were always together.  Except, Buck-Buck was not allowed in the house.  EVER!

My mother did not like Buck-Buck and did not call her by her name, she preferred to call her “that God-damned lousy chicken”.  Still I managed to sneak Buck-Buck, and her lice, into the house from time to time.  I would dress that poor chicken in doll clothes, just like I did with my cat and the barn cats too.  I would never be able to keep Buck-Buck in for long.  I would get caught eventually, because but I was small and I would sometimes forget, or Buck-Buck would say her name just a little too loudly and mom would start hollering.  When I got caught, the trio and I would run out of the house to hide from Mom’s wrath, and we would be off on another adventure.

At night, unless I was very sneaky and got Buck Buck in bed with me, I always had to lock her into the chicken house before dark.  One night I forgot to do it.  I had been having a sleepover next door at my Grandma and Grandpa’s house which was always lots of fun.  They always had treats, they paid a lot of attention to me, and spoiled me with their great love.  In the morning as soon as I thought of it, I went out looking for old Buck-Buck who was doing a pretty good job at hide-and-go-seek.  I called and called the chicken but she would not come out of her hiding spot.

I looked and looked.  I ran out into the fields with Doc and Marmalade, we all called Buck-Buck but she never came and she did not answer either.  We went a way back into the corn field and Doc led me to a small pile of shiny white feathers.

I ran back to the farm house and told my grandparents, who explained to me that Buck-Buck had probably been eaten by a fox.

Poor Buck-Buck, I said, and I cried for that poor little chicken because I loved her.  Someday I will meet her at the rainbow bridge and together again we will be.

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Emily Carr’s Tiny House, Elephant

I believe that Emily Carr is the most famous female painter who has come out of Canada.  I became interested in her work, during the winter break of 2011, about a month ago. When I started looking in at her, I found that she was a writer, which I had not known.   When I discovered this, I went to the library, picked up her books and started to read.  I have just finished reading This and That: The Lost Stories of Emily Carr and I am currently reading The Complete Writings of Emily Carr.  Through this process it has become clear to me that she and I share more than a few commonalities beyond the obvious: artist/writer.  As a matter of fact, we are weirdly similar.  I find it particularly strange that we share so many parallels, because of the huge differences in the periods that we have lived.

With my interest fully piqued, I went to Hamilton Public Library a few days ago and I picked up Emily Carr a monolithic book about her and her works.  I intend to read next this next, but had not really looked at it until a few minutes ago.  I opened the book and I cannot begin to tell you how totally surprised I was!  There, inside the jacket, I found a huge photo of her her sitting on the stoop of her Tiny House with her four dogs (and her monkey) all around her.

I have to say that while the hundred little idiosyncratic similarities are strange and interesting, finding that we are both Tiny Housers with a whole slew of dogs, is a huge parallel by anyone’s standard.  Very few people ever have their own pack of dogs… and of those who do, I bet that I am the only tiny houser (outside of her) who does.

What about Emily’s Elephant, that Lawren Harris called “swell”?  Of course, this is the name that she gave to her Tiny House on wheels.

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Added on Feb 21, 2012

Reading now, Hundreds and Thousands, Emily has just returned from a the summer in the Elephant (which she also calls “the van”). She says something which I certainly identify with as I am sure will all other Tiny Housers. “The roof seems low and heavy and the walls squeezing us. Yet the house is enormous after the van. But the van was so much nearer the big outside, just a canvas and a rib or two and then the world. And the earth was more yours than this little taxed scrap which is under your name.”

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